"J"

Well it's like I want to see you, but you are too far away.

What is there to say about you...no words express you.

But I will still try.

You are very sweet and clever.

You make me smile and I hate to see you go. 

I hope I am good enough for you.

I want to make you happy and see you glow with joy.

I want to hold you when you need a shoulder to cry on.

When you need a friend or a lover...I am here.

When you need understanding and comfort...then call on me.

I want to please you and I want you to please me.

I don't want to change or dictate you.

I accept you for who you are and that will not change.

I want you to be loyal and loving...nothing more nothing less.

(Written by Amy E. McCoy 2000)

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One Woman's Pain

I tire and hunger for rest from humanity. I've grown bitter due to constant heartache. Oft times I have wondered what kept me caring, functioning, or even motivated. Then I realized it has all been a means of escape. 

To what end?

What is the purpose of being? I do not see one, save it misery. I am exhausted by the high road; of being so damn objective and fair. 

I want t scream until my lings burst. I have come to another crossroad. 

Frankly I am disgusted with crossroads; this being the hundredth one. 

Once more I must choose a path, but either way it will no doubt end with disappointment. 

The creeping fear of a life without joy tends to soften my anger and deepen my sorrow. 

I feel as if my hardships have much more than scarred me. 

Honestly, does it matter one woman's pain? 

(Written by Amy E. McCoy 2-13-06)

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